This is CLAUDIA today dont have to go to sch cos of speech day at first kinda happy but later did i found out it was so SIAN at home when there is nothing to do and it is like i'm left alone at home...went online then watch telly nothing to watch :(I really cannot take it anymore so i wrote something below if possible pls dont read it.

really saddening i just cannot forget you and that you are a sucker ...sometimes i feel that you are hurting me too much and i should forget you but it is damn difficult however sometimes i feel that i am not good enough for you i'm confused and really tired i really dunno how i should take the next move...maybe i should just let you go although it is tough